rachredhead7

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is this death. by rachredhead7, literature

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cold by rachredhead7, literature

memories by rachredhead7, literature

blood and bones by rachredhead7, literature

tw by rachredhead7, literature

Untitled by rachredhead7, literature

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Of Birds and Bones

She has wrists like birds' claws, too thin to lift her red bracelets. I think of snapping twigs. Like a swan searching for serenity lost, she perches on chair arms and davenports. Wings clipped, tail-feathers pulled, she smiles as if the expression can banish fears and uncontrolled realities. Her lips are as dry as scattered leaves; her eyes are tremulous, watchful, speaking things quietly wild. Once, she was strong. Now, she cannot hear me say, "I love you—you're beautiful—don't do this." It will not be tomorrow, but soon my words will mean no more than wavering spikes of rosemary grown from an old grave.

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Artist // Hobbyist

Apr 18
Australia
Deviant for 17 years
She / Her

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art shows what we can not speak: thus here is my voice

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rachredhead7

May 25, 2017

hospital

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Eating disorder and suicide

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rachredhead7

Feb 22, 2016

self harm...

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Muscle damage. Nerve damage. Isn't that just awesome. Cutting is the best thing ever. Yep I love the pins and needles in my hand. I love this pain I have when I move because of last week's hospital trip. And the lovely abuse I get in hospital too. Oh and how can I forget last months infection, wasn't the smell fabulous and the antibiotics, they tasted great. Fuck that. Self harm is shit. Don't do it. Never do it. I'll never get the feeling back. I'll never get my skin back. I'll never get the years of my life back.

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rachredhead7

Jan 29, 2016

relapse

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It's been a while but the ED is creeping in my door again. I hate him but he calls me. He came in and now I don't want him to leave. Self harm followed him in too. 44 stitches then a nasty infection. Now I want it like I used to. I forget the 19 weeks. I forget I can do better. Ocd controls me rather than me trying to take control. Bipolar and bpd rattle me emotionally until I want to die. At least new meds are controlling the hallucinations because that's one thing I'm glad yo live without. So I survived new year and a bad anniversary. But relapse is tearing me down. I start study in 3 days. I hope that helps